As I lay there with the soft light flickering in the darkness, I watched the steam rise into the air.  The memories came flooding back to the forefront and all I could see was you. I felt your eyes upon me and your love surrounding me.  The feeling was clear and your presence inviting.   Your eyes glistened as you smiled and your voice seemed to be constant in the waves.  I lay there for what seemed like hours till new tears flowed when I opened my eyes.  For it was then that I knew you weren't there...